This is it. Everything is on the line. This is for all the marbles. My own game 7. Goodbye social life and friends (T_T) i’ll be back tomorrow.
Reminder/note to self: Along with laziness, jealousy is another one of humans’ biggest nemesis. There is absolutely nothing positive that can result from the purest form of jealousy, nada. Distract it, toss it, burn it, forget it, accept it and be happy with it.
P.S. My finals need to start -.-
Are you ready?
I purposely try to not listen to this song. Every time I do hear it though, I come away with different meanings, from when I was 15 to now 21. Although…one aspect has stayed constant爱should be nothing less than 永恒.
In a short week, I will find myself in the comfort of my own bed. How strange and foreign such feelings might seem, as they should be quite familiar, I am definitely looking forward to the warmth of home, and being waken up early morning by the tumblings and rumblings of my siblings. I’ve been away from home for so long now, a place where I dreaded going back to freshman year now turns into a calming shelter that I yearn for. I can’t wait and next week can’t come faster.
As with all of my home-bound trips this past year and a half, I won’t be staying long. In twenty something days I will be taking my huge bags full of gifts to another home, a home that is more meaningful yet so far away. It’s been a long two years since I last visited Quan Zhou. I come back a new Shuxin every trip and this time it’ll be no different. Since I lost a good 10 pounds this semester, my primary goal and activity will be to eat everything in sight. And I won’t feel a bit of remorse doing so…:D
For the past week and part of this week, bad habits and unfavorable traits made themselves back to Shuxin. Subconscious and completely unintentional, fused with spontaneousness, I, in a way, didn’t know who was the real me anymore.
Every second is a new opportunity as tomorrow is a new day. The sun shines on as mother Earth completes another rotation. Better catch myself now than to lament on how I allowed myself to fall back to my old self.
FINALS GAHHHH >.<
I am seriously craving Korean food right now.
Bulgogi. Haemul pajeon. Bibimbap. Galbi. Jaeyookgui. Samgyupsul. Huuuuuge banchan spread. Japchae. Even gyeranjjim. Of course, kimchi.
So many cravings these past few weeks…
What would weekends in college have been like without KBBQ? O.o
Now I have to figure out how I am going to fall asleep…
Slippin Away - Aziatix